| | im actually having my supper while writing this... yeah i know i said i dont want to write m uch... but i just felt let letting out some stuffs... i first write blog was when im in tasmania back in 2002 or maybe 2003.... cause i was soo bored... and have no one to talk to... so i talk to myself here... i donno... gahhh... yesterdey was weird... thats bout it... and i sometimes felt like shit.... dad says i shud think extraordinay... cause i am not ordinary... by that it means... im not like some normal people... who at my age is working... married... have children... bought house... a car... bla bla bla... maybe facebook made me feel bad at times.... cause u see some photo of ur close mate... ur ex maybe... and they are leaving you long time.... i mean me... im stuck here still... with ... my rollerblade... and my architecture... in college... no money.... no girlfriend... lame!!!.... aaaaaaah.... just a moment before... i felt like... i have nothing left in this world to look forward for... and those strange feelings that i dont want to put it in here came across... and i think... im kinda depressed... shit... i hate being down... and i hurt my hip today... i fell awkwardly when i was skating just now... see im not that young and dangerous anymore... i could break anytime... but when i look at the sky... i think of what it might been if i left this place... and nothing is forever... and i do think bout god, death, life, after that..... soo i shud be still fine... i guess its another wall for me to climb over... now... where did i put my ladder... there.. and i might not going for mogwai... broke
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- So Here We Are |
| | Posted 1/19/2009 1:18 AM - 76 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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