| randomIf you want to make an unforgettable impression on your love partner, try poetry. Even if you normally trip over your words, you will find the words flow smoothly. Don't worry about making it rhyme. Just say what is in your heart and commit it to paper... its feeling kinda strange lately.. go on
rlp
- who do you think |
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| oh mcdonaldim actually having my supper while writing this... yeah i know i said i dont want to write m uch... but i just felt let letting out some stuffs... i first write blog was when im in tasmania back in 2002 or maybe 2003.... cause i was soo bored... and have no one to talk to... so i talk to myself here... i donno... gahhh... yesterdey was weird... thats bout it... and i sometimes felt like shit.... dad says i shud think extraordinay... cause i am not ordinary... by that it means... im not like some normal people... who at my age is working... married... have children... bought house... a car... bla bla bla... maybe facebook made me feel bad at times.... cause u see some photo of ur close mate... ur ex maybe... and they are leaving you long time.... i mean me... im stuck here still... with ... my rollerblade... and my architecture... in college... no money.... no girlfriend... lame!!!.... aaaaaaah.... just a moment before... i felt like... i have nothing left in this world to look forward for... and those strange feelings that i dont want to put it in here came across... and i think... im kinda depressed... shit... i hate being down... and i hurt my hip today... i fell awkwardly when i was skating just now... see im not that young and dangerous anymore... i could break anytime... but when i look at the sky... i think of what it might been if i left this place... and nothing is forever... and i do think bout god, death, life, after that..... soo i shud be still fine... i guess its another wall for me to climb over... now... where did i put my ladder... there.. and i might not going for mogwai... broke
rlp
- So Here We Are |
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| the sky is nice todayhappy nu year ppl... i dont blog much now... maybe cause the age factor.... or life is not a public display.... especially mine... or i just become heartless... or i have become boring... and grumpy... and moody... but i still write on my diary... when i feel like it... and i might write... nextime... when i want... oh im 27 this year... and jobless... nuff said.... anywant care to give me a free wake up kick in the head?.. oh and im going to MOGWAI... teneneneneneneeee
rlp
- the sun smells too loud |
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| one more thing to do before im free... for a while jer lah... i hope ill get my presentation board done on time.... and i hope ill do fine in the verbal part... ok... funny when you ignore something... it came back... just like when u least expect it... and just that i made myself busy... with skating and all... i manage to help me become me again... was reading this book called slam... by nick hornby of course.... it made my day.. soo... i am what my friend said i am.... 'skema'... kelakar la sangat.... ok it is somehow... damn true... farkit.... i like to satisfy myself by doing... well... you just never heard the real story... yet
rlp
- always where i need to be |
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| aku tak apa apaits been a while since i write things in here.... so...a quick update... i went to singapore with me school mate last month... was damn gud experience.. took me head away from school a bit... and college is still fun.... with the workload like hell... i am not feeling well... damn.... my last paper is on the 1st of december... then im a free bastard again....just for a while la... i realiaze that i am not change 100 percent as i tot i did... i still hand in few of my works late.. and i hate that... i am still not organize... my time management really is all over the world... and my sleeping pattern looks like picasso's drawing when he started to got into cubism... shiet.... i know that everytime i write sumthing in here... there will be sum girls involve... just for the pleasure of it to write.. and read again.. so i will do the same.... friday girl... she is well over me.... so am i.... q.... she is making me confused when this one day... she was out with sum dude... and ask me to join them... ok... that is totally super awkward.... i am kinda uncomfortable.... as for miss m.... u left me... i think i should leave you too.... in school... i know i am bloody old... but just too feel young... i think i like this two... haha... not makind any sense... yeah... miss blue head band and miss elevator... i wish to get to know you both better.... although i only know yer names.... i will someday know your parents name... hahahaha.... khaka.... is one sweet girl that always make me feel i am in the right place... and so is the others of my close mates in school... thanks you guys.... i know that i have not been goin out that much... i hope i will after this 1st december.... lets finish this semester.... and excell the other three?... dammit still alot to go... oh well.... am i gonno do my shiets now... oh... and lastly... al fatihah to maisara.... she left us all on the 19th... love always
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- last nite |
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